Again Again and Again

I know its been a while since I posted and I have heard it from everyone about the fact that I have not weighed in on the controversial issues of the day like why did Nick and Jessica split up(yeah right) so here it goes!!
I have again started my diet and quest to be better than what I feel I currently am. I am going to be coming home in June and I am committed to look slamming bye that time. Yes I said slamming, I am a child of the 80's. One of the main reasons behind it is that I truly feel that I can look better than I do currently. I also found myself lusting after the body of this 40 year old woman in Walmart the other day and decided I needed to stop lusting and get going. Hows that picture in everyone's head now.
I have stopped drinking entirely, started eating more veggies and less bread, pretty much no bread, and have once again started to run. I know I have said it before but I love to run. Its the one thing I do that I actually do for me and just me. I can say nothing else about that in my entire life, well except masterbation, but we wont go there.
Anyway, I am hoping this will help me reach my goal weight of 120lbs. I am not sure what I will look like at 120 and I pretty much think I might just fall over forward but I will cross that bridge when I get there. Wish me the best and if you see me in New England in June, take a feel of my rock hard butt!!!
On another note I recently got promoted and moved into my new office. It is very bare and boring which is not my taste but right now I am too busy to decorate. I am not the fluffy girl type so right now I have two softballs on my desk with some candy etc.. Not a charming look for an office but its a little bit of me. As I moved I came across some very old pictures I had stored away of my friends and I from when we were about 12. Oh my God what were we thinking. I am sitting on a couch with my acid wash jeans and my hair sprayed up in some kind of hair do. My friends are wearing similar jeans with oversized sweatshirts and sneakers that really are not laced. Is this really what we wore and what we looked like. It is a little scary!!! For those friends you know who you are I may send you this picture so you can laugh along with me.
Miss Ya